Stuck in the middle of nowhere.

It's the in between health and ill health that I can never escape. Too unwell to be seen, I'm safe, too well to be regarded unwell, I tread lightly, it can take just one traumatic sentencing for crimes not committed to knock me back to my sickbed. Living with external judgement when not understood is my greatest barrier to recovery no matter how well I treat myself.

Society turns me into a liar when if I tell the truth I shall be condemned with a flick of ignorant assessment. Those who judge on appearances have no idea what strength it takes to live with misled understanding around every corner I turn to heal.